I feel the pain as it comes and goes and leaves my body weak with want. I cry for God to help me but He must be away for He can no hear or see. Or did I to many times turn my back on He.
He has knocked at my hearts door until I thought He surely could knock no more. I turned my face away from Him as He called my name. But now to me He dose the same.
I can not work------- I can not think------ I must be going in sane. Now iI pray time and time again for Him to for give all my sins.
And then a voice in my mind tells me prayer want help until I open my heart and let me dear "SAVIOR " in.
And thats what I did.
And the first time He knocks at my hearts door I let Him in not letting Him knock no more. And when He calls my name I turn to Him. I will never let Him face my back again.
And when I pray He hears and forgives my sins time and time again.
DEBBY COWAN copyrigted material used by permission
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